Friday, July 3, 2009

The missing someone 3rd july 2009

3rd of July 2009...Sunny day...

Today is the date 5 of breaking with my girlfriend..Why i still so care about her and her action..Why..I asked myself many times..Why don't i just forget about her and find a new girlfriend..Why i cant do it?Because i do really love her?
In the early morning today..i just dream her with me..i never forget the day we pass through..The sadness we facing too...I told my friend i really do hate her..And always hanging beside my mouth..But did my heart really say that??I very confuse....The picture of the happiness between we 2 is always shining in my mind..I got try to forget..but i cant..Did she really put down everything on we two?...Or just my mind telling me everything is fake??i really don't know what should i do..
The present she gave me..i really regret why i give back her..WHY!!i keep slap myself and ask myself..why..But nothing gonna be recover after i gave back she thing and regret..nothing much i can do..Now she treat me colder and colder..is because of i gave back her thing??or i really do wrong..i don't know which is true..Is this everything is break by my own?is this the end of us?i really don't wish that..But i know everything is too late..Everything is can't change..
Just back from tuition..i started to think back she again..why..the face of her i saw in tuition..is very weak..and very down..Did she hate me because of i give back her thing??Are you still love you??Sorry everything i done to you...I hope i can get back the past time..to cure everything from the bad..how..what can i do now..
Midnight of the day...before i sleep..i was stupid at there wait she wish me..good night..i love you..but never comes true..i really miss the day we have..really miss you..Will the day come back soon?will she be with me again??i really don't brave to face it by myself..don't brave to go on with my lonely legs..I really do need u to support me..and makes me become a man..

I love you..
From: Vincent Thong

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