This is what i wan??

29th july 2009

Yesterday i did a very wrong thing to myself and her...Is this what i want??no sorry..I regret what i said yesterday..I know now everything will never changed..all already past..U wont forgive me nevermind..I just want u to know i still care about you..Maybe u are right..i hurt u deeply..But if i have chance to pull back the time..I will not say it..And regreted now..I really dont wan to do that..Sorry for everything...I hope u will forgive me and act like never hear the words before..I want to keep it back..Sorry..

Thank you,
Vincent Thong

Haiz...Sorry

23th July 2009..

Haiz..Sorry and sorry again...I really don't know why i will keep on argue with you..In the same topic..Is it my problem?But i really dun wan to argue with you..Everytime argue with you..my heart just feel like got a hammer smashing my heart...Really hard to over take it..But u think i want to argue with u??I cant control myself..Sorry..

If u really feel hard to survive on these life...Tell me..I will let it go..But i really hope u wont do tat again..Let me take care you...Dont care about friend say..Who are they??just a side people..Not to care at all...Our thing will settle by ourself...Dont ever pass through other people..Understand?i just want u to understand..Sorry

Thank you,
Vincent Thong

Haiz..Sick day

21th july 2009

Headache headache!!Haiz..When woke already headache..This cause me cant go to school..Man..Suck!!I hope someone can care about me...

Big flu i having now..started from yesterday...Still haven cure..sick badly now...Help man..But must thank to my Teacher for giving me medicine eat..My flu is better now..

Very headache..God bless me..I hope u are here...

Thank you,
Vincent Thong

Very confuse..What can i do?

19th July 2009

Hi everybody..Very boring now..And exam is getting nearer..Luckily my friend and i will form a study group effect on early august..Everyone must wish me pass through my Big exam..On November..Now still quite okay lah..Still relaxing until the early of july..

Awh..Help man..I really very boring about this!!But i must hardworking on it!!To achieve my Future..haha..I still confuse about relation now..Whats im thinking now..but never mind..I will Pass through it...

Take care everybody..The one who in my mind..U are always in my mind..

Thank you,
Vincent thong

11th july 2009

Sorry everybody, so long only update my blog..These few days i really quite busy..Sorry..Very headache now..and cant sleep..How...

What can i do now?Should i just give it down??I cant..I tried and tried..Really hard to do so...Haiz...Very boring now..Very miss her..Good nite...


Thank you
Vincent Thong

The 9th day

8th july 2009..Rainy day..

Man today so unlucky...My phone lost!!Damn the Malay BABI @#$%#$ Curse them to hell..Really uneducated Fcuking malay..Haiz..But at least i still know the one i missing is still care about me...I never feel wrong..I never...

Thanks to Kevin for helping me looking for my Handphone..Haha..Thank you again..I hope can find it back..Micheal jackson is going to buried..God bless him everybody..I'm his fans too :)...

I can't put down yet..Very sorry..Really very sorry..I not giving you any stress..I just cant forgot the picture we been before..Always Blinking In my head..Really...

Choo hong tomorow will be held a party..What should i buy him?i really don't know haha brother..Sorry man..Sorry for the rude just now..These malays really made me mad..I going sleep already..good night everybody..

I still cant forget about you..

Thank you
Vincent Thong

The 8th day..

6 July 2009..Sunny day..

Hi, i'm back again..U all are fine?haha..Probably yes...Today early abit write because going sleep soon..Hmm..Today i really don't know how my mood is..But i can feel it..Just the same..What can i do?nothing else i can do..My heart never tell me the way that i should go..I'm totaly lost direction...I heard some of the people said..If a boy or a men lost direction..It's totaly useless..Am i correct?If i'm wrong please correct me..

Today man yeng them went to swim...They got call me go..But i can't sorry...I not really got the mood to out now..Really sorry about that..Please forgive me..Days by Days passing through my eyes..My hearts..It's just the same..I'm trying to cure it..Recover it from injury..U all will support me??if support me i will kindly thank you..a thousand thank you for you..

My headache and Flu still haven cure..Not enough sleep or stress...Either one of it?I really feel im a pessimist..I very unlucky..Maybe i too serious on it??suppose to be serious on every relation..Sorry..I'm trying and trying...Until 7.00pm today..I got a class of langueges..But cause of headache and flu i can't attend it..But at least i got attend my Perdagangan class..Thank you every one who care about me..Really thank you


Thank you
Vincent Thong

The 7th day...

5th july 2009..sunny day..

Today once i open my messenger..My elder brother from canada is calling me to study harder and forget about everything..And ask me to go over there..There have many kind of girl...Japanese..Taiwanese...and whatever...U can choose what u like..Haha..Thank you brother for cheering me up..Thx...

Is this worth for all that what i'm doing now?Think so..How is she now??Today i cant control myself..And sms her once again...But unfortunately, she's phone no credits..But nevermind..Either she reply or not..I think she is fine..from my feeling..I hope my feeling is accurate..Why i still so care about her..Haiz..What i'm going to do now??Did she really put down everything?Haha..I don't know..Is this over?Everything is gone?dissapear into thin air?

Very headache..My stoma pain comes back to me again..Is this called as stress?Hope everything will be fine...Please take care..I worry about you...Everything i type is follow by my feeling..

Thank you
Vincent Thong

The 6th day..

6th july 2009..Sunny day...

I just awake by a nightmare dream..I look around me..No one is accompany me..The one i need..it's not here..The thing i want..It's never gonna happen around me..ha...I'm typing all of this , is following by my heart..My feeling..

Today quite weird about me...i want to know her condition , but not by my hand and mouth to ask..it's through my friend and ask how is she..Is that very weird?Funny man..She saw my blog today..And she told me that everything is she wrong..Not myself..Why??She call me to forget about her..I can do it?Maybe can..after a few years??or forever??i don't know what's i'm thinking now...

Any kindly person can teach me how to put down everything??someone please??...Nothing is going change after all...I just want say to you..You are not alone..I'll always beside you...


Thank you.
Vincent Thong

The missing someone 3rd july 2009

3rd of July 2009...Sunny day...

Today is the date 5 of breaking with my girlfriend..Why i still so care about her and her action..Why..I asked myself many times..Why don't i just forget about her and find a new girlfriend..Why i cant do it?Because i do really love her?
In the early morning today..i just dream her with me..i never forget the day we pass through..The sadness we facing too...I told my friend i really do hate her..And always hanging beside my mouth..But did my heart really say that??I very confuse....The picture of the happiness between we 2 is always shining in my mind..I got try to forget..but i cant..Did she really put down everything on we two?...Or just my mind telling me everything is fake??i really don't know what should i do..
The present she gave me..i really regret why i give back her..WHY!!i keep slap myself and ask myself..why..But nothing gonna be recover after i gave back she thing and regret..nothing much i can do..Now she treat me colder and colder..is because of i gave back her thing??or i really do wrong..i don't know which is true..Is this everything is break by my own?is this the end of us?i really don't wish that..But i know everything is too late..Everything is can't change..
Just back from tuition..i started to think back she again..why..the face of her i saw in tuition..is very weak..and very down..Did she hate me because of i give back her thing??Are you still love you??Sorry everything i done to you...I hope i can get back the past time..to cure everything from the bad..how..what can i do now..
Midnight of the day...before i sleep..i was stupid at there wait she wish me..good night..i love you..but never comes true..i really miss the day we have..really miss you..Will the day come back soon?will she be with me again??i really don't brave to face it by myself..don't brave to go on with my lonely legs..I really do need u to support me..and makes me become a man..

I love you..
From: Vincent Thong